Sudden realizations are abrupt and sudden! They can be about anything but they hit the most the most when they are about thyselves, for it hit me just before I began to write this blog. The intensity at which they hit you is highest at the time of occurence, however, it just fades away with time, as they say: time is the best healer. Well for me, dey keep on happening time and again, and the maximum it lasts is for a day for me. This time, however, impact would be a little more sustainable.
Cut to the chase... after a lot sulking since evening over petty issues like cud not go to the guitar class(just to join) coz mom was not home, as she was bze chit chatting wd an aunty in the neighborhood, or for not being able to do an impotant wrk fr startup coz one of my friend jst barged in wd dat daunting smile again to use my net n my lappy jst when I w abt to strt..hfff.. well da list can go on.. nez the important thing is dat what ws the realization: well after lot of head banging and sulking as mentioned previously, I suddenly realizaed dat what is dat I am sulking about, just becoz I cudnt get to the guitar classes or jst becoz I cud nt wrk for 30 mins coz my frn was bzee searching fr jobs or jst becoz my joining is still not confirmed to be on 6th oct, cud be as much delayed as two months(dat by da way was one more reason), the world doesn't end here. I mean I realized dat I ws jst wasting all the resources dat I have when most people are dying in the scarcity of even the most basics of these. Jst luk no further down the country n U hv floods( or hurricane Katrina as they say it) n everyday I see those thousands of panic sticken faces, who have probably, well surely, lost their entire savings, no means of livelihood, women dying giving births, infants who have seen the worst of their lives before even opening their eyes in this fiery world. Oh, dear lord, what was I upset over, there is a lot more misery in the world den I can even think aboout n yet we find reasons to keep ourselves upset. And when I dug further down, I found may be I dont deserve all of this if I cant make a gud use of it.
That was the maximum it hit me, but I recovered quickly from this blow and have decided to make my life more fruitful and useful from nw on. I hope dat the miseries of all those people in Bihar end soon..
Well, dat was about my own self realization that had happened yeaterday and I feel good dat I didnt post this yesterday, coz today I found a new victim of self-realization in my one of the close frnz. Although she has been a regular n most easy prey of sudden self realization(SSR), dis time I wd say my understanding of the causes of her SSR did not lend me newhr. After innumerous efforts of making her realize dat life is jst da way it is n u shd jst chill n njoi, I gave up. The reason fr my failure in making her understand the causes were simple as usual: her own understanding of the causes of SSR is far more resolved and crystal clear. I think I have confused u in a gud way n dat dis new SSR of mine compels to me stop rt nw, without adding to nemore confusions, I declare the post closed.
Njoy :P
Friday, September 5, 2008
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Bachna Ae Audience.. lo ye film aa gyi!!
Nopes, I am nt a movie critic so whatever I wd be writing wd be my very own observation and thinking in my own right way..So after creating much hype n hooplah, arrived dis movie "Bachna Ae Haseeno", well the movie is under Yashraj baner so all the publicity was expected but i believe dat if you are goin to watch a movie to enjoy some meanigful or atleast entertaining cinema, den I guess dis flick wd all the hot n thandi chicks is not the one!!
First lemme jst begin wd Minissha Lamba(i think i hv spelt her name right), well well dis bubbly small town gal who is into believing herself very lucky, has tried to imitate Preity Zinta a lot of times. This is all I can write about Minissha coz only dis much cud be noticed about her(courtesy: length of role in first half), second half is not even worth mentioning coz she was looking borin n dull, much like her character and could well hv gvn competition to Vidya Aunty.
Den letz come to our very own Bips, the hot sizzling, shortest of the shorts wearing neighbour, playing loud music of our poor hero to which our hero objects and ends up in her bedroom, ooops!! she ends up in his bedroom, yeah... wtever, hain na ekdum bollywood rapchik ishtyle. but the twst comes wn our hero ditches our vey own hot n modern yet havin Indian values heroine, on their wedding day, and the senti scene comes wn she sits wearing dat bridal suit on the steps of court, waiting fr him and suddenly her frn breaks the news dat da hero has flown to Sydney. Den in the nx shot comes wt our filmwallas are best at, showing the sentiaaps wd camera moving away from the heroine, who by da way is still sittin, frnz disappeared rather than consoling, rain , winds, mehndi on heroine's hands...huffffff!! In the second half however, comes the relief wn Bips turns a bitch makin sadda hero do all the messy work, dat was kinda cool!! however, disappointment was wn she forgives our hero at the airport, jo bilkul nhi banta tha, she should hv rather kicked his ass to wt he had done but alas! dese are our hindi movies ohh no no no sry Yashraj movies, so better expect the expected.
Chalo finally letz come to the last chick in da movie, stylish, modern,intelligent, beautiful, taxi driver saddi very own Deepika Pdukone who manages to do everything in a fully perfect way from driving taxis at nights to runnin a grocery store at days and attending B-school at..mmmm... at... well I dont know wt time is left after doing all these things wd make-up n all still in place. Nez da point is dat she has done a lot of overacting on the film n her dialogues are rather cut....cut....cut, her character is backed by poor acting and I hv begun to hate the wrd 'dude' coz she has used dat infinte times in the film in such a monotonous and pathetic way dat I might never use it in my entire life again, however, her beauty is fascinating and she has an amazing screen presence, u can't take ur eyes off her even fr a moment. Bk to movie, well dis chick breaks our heroe's heart jst before intermission, so wn u think dat the movie has ended at appropriate time(not situtation), its time fr interval.. cut to second half, the heroine realizes dat sadda hero is the 'one' :P n then the eternal kiss in the sunshine :P
Well as fr our hero, the story is over his span of 10 years (i guess), from his teen age where he breaks da heart of dis innocent grl in a rude manner, jst to gain recognition frm his frnz fr havin done 'it', to being left heart broken by his ideal grl, in between comes our Bips' story. No wonder, you would be happy at the end of first half coz his deeds have paid back!! but alas comes the second half, where he is frgvn all his misdeeds by his ex-es n readily accepted by his lady love. Well alas becoz fr once i tht that dis is one movie where da hero who actually is villainous den more villains in the bollywood is gvn his due, the story wd hv been more realistic had he been beaten by the previous two heroines, but......., nevertheless, Ranbir Kapoor has done an okay job, wdout droppin ne towels dis time ;), but i wonder why he alwz pronounces an 's' as 'sh', for e.g in one of the dialogus he says "main bhi kitna shtupid hoon na..." etc etc.He luks cute in some of da scenes.
But if we talk about the best actor den Bips is da name she is jst flawless, and has been growin as an actor day by day. The best line is "meri baat aur hai, main to killer hun...", i think m gonna use it fr sm day ;), best song i believe is 'Khuda jaane..' becoz of its picturisation.Overall, the movie is a timepass till first half n borin in the second half.
First lemme jst begin wd Minissha Lamba(i think i hv spelt her name right), well well dis bubbly small town gal who is into believing herself very lucky, has tried to imitate Preity Zinta a lot of times. This is all I can write about Minissha coz only dis much cud be noticed about her(courtesy: length of role in first half), second half is not even worth mentioning coz she was looking borin n dull, much like her character and could well hv gvn competition to Vidya Aunty.
Den letz come to our very own Bips, the hot sizzling, shortest of the shorts wearing neighbour, playing loud music of our poor hero to which our hero objects and ends up in her bedroom, ooops!! she ends up in his bedroom, yeah... wtever, hain na ekdum bollywood rapchik ishtyle. but the twst comes wn our hero ditches our vey own hot n modern yet havin Indian values heroine, on their wedding day, and the senti scene comes wn she sits wearing dat bridal suit on the steps of court, waiting fr him and suddenly her frn breaks the news dat da hero has flown to Sydney. Den in the nx shot comes wt our filmwallas are best at, showing the sentiaaps wd camera moving away from the heroine, who by da way is still sittin, frnz disappeared rather than consoling, rain , winds, mehndi on heroine's hands...huffffff!! In the second half however, comes the relief wn Bips turns a bitch makin sadda hero do all the messy work, dat was kinda cool!! however, disappointment was wn she forgives our hero at the airport, jo bilkul nhi banta tha, she should hv rather kicked his ass to wt he had done but alas! dese are our hindi movies ohh no no no sry Yashraj movies, so better expect the expected.
Chalo finally letz come to the last chick in da movie, stylish, modern,intelligent, beautiful, taxi driver saddi very own Deepika Pdukone who manages to do everything in a fully perfect way from driving taxis at nights to runnin a grocery store at days and attending B-school at..mmmm... at... well I dont know wt time is left after doing all these things wd make-up n all still in place. Nez da point is dat she has done a lot of overacting on the film n her dialogues are rather cut....cut....cut, her character is backed by poor acting and I hv begun to hate the wrd 'dude' coz she has used dat infinte times in the film in such a monotonous and pathetic way dat I might never use it in my entire life again, however, her beauty is fascinating and she has an amazing screen presence, u can't take ur eyes off her even fr a moment. Bk to movie, well dis chick breaks our heroe's heart jst before intermission, so wn u think dat the movie has ended at appropriate time(not situtation), its time fr interval.. cut to second half, the heroine realizes dat sadda hero is the 'one' :P n then the eternal kiss in the sunshine :P
Well as fr our hero, the story is over his span of 10 years (i guess), from his teen age where he breaks da heart of dis innocent grl in a rude manner, jst to gain recognition frm his frnz fr havin done 'it', to being left heart broken by his ideal grl, in between comes our Bips' story. No wonder, you would be happy at the end of first half coz his deeds have paid back!! but alas comes the second half, where he is frgvn all his misdeeds by his ex-es n readily accepted by his lady love. Well alas becoz fr once i tht that dis is one movie where da hero who actually is villainous den more villains in the bollywood is gvn his due, the story wd hv been more realistic had he been beaten by the previous two heroines, but......., nevertheless, Ranbir Kapoor has done an okay job, wdout droppin ne towels dis time ;), but i wonder why he alwz pronounces an 's' as 'sh', for e.g in one of the dialogus he says "main bhi kitna shtupid hoon na..." etc etc.He luks cute in some of da scenes.
But if we talk about the best actor den Bips is da name she is jst flawless, and has been growin as an actor day by day. The best line is "meri baat aur hai, main to killer hun...", i think m gonna use it fr sm day ;), best song i believe is 'Khuda jaane..' becoz of its picturisation.Overall, the movie is a timepass till first half n borin in the second half.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
times u can never forget!!
Even as i write this post, I have played dis video of deep's bday in background, dat is hw I pass my days of soltitude and loneliness. The transition has been swift and vast, from the days that I used to enjoy wd my batchmates and nights at nescafe or doing what we were best at bakaiti, I nw pass my days and nights wdout biasness, both sleeping and snoring, or when I am in my senses recalling those lovely memories n moments which only cause a greater pain, pain of losin ur frnz, ur batchmates, ur soulmates who were der fr u 24x7. I know I would be repeating wn I say dat I miss you gyz all, bt den temme a better wrd to describe this feeling of having smthn amiss in ur life, well if u hv do intimate me, while I keep missing u guyz..
So dis piece of writing occured to me wn i was watchin IIT videos, all of dem so beautiful n so real dat even da topnotch reality shows wd take a beating..nez, da tht of expressing my views rather feelings occured wn I was watching Deep's bday and I tht jst hw much each one of us played a role in celebrations, examinations, happiness and anger, hw we were each other's support system in times of conflict,of joy , of togetherness and as I watch dese videos da time keeps coming alive.. huh... so much to share, so much to write, but I dnt knw hw to..
Okay so lemme jst begin, wt role each one of you hv played:
I shall begin wd my very own roomie fr da past two years: Appy Bansal: If u watch closely ne bacth video in which she is present, u'll notice dat da video comes alive, she takes it to another level of mischieviousness, and not to forget her 'todu', 'rapchik', bollywood dance ishtyle. She was simply da darling of da batch. muahhh. luv u jaan..
Den to the second closest frn of mine: Ritu Sharma: well wt do i say abt dis philosophical, nonsensical soul, she used to be da 'dadi amma' of the batch, bt leave her alone and u'll see the most kiddish person of our batch,Ishani knws better having jheloed her fr 2 big yrs. Undoubtedly one of the most beautiful and sophisticated female of our batch... luv u fr all da times u were der and all the times u supported all of us.. luv u sweetheart.. muahhh
Ishani: the cutest chubbiest shweetu.. mirror mirror on da wall who has da softest hands of em all... well we used to say datwhosoever will hold her hand shall never b able to leave em, bt der is one more reason fr dat, first one being her hands of course, she is da most real and true to herself person dat i've come across, one of the few females who r fearless in IIT, nt to frget her moodiness fr which she was famous and infamous.. huff, written nf, all I nw want to say is dat I truly admire you and miss ur shoulder whch i cd rest on after a daysss hard wrk.. luv u Ishhh(she oves being called dat)
Pavy: wt do i write about you sweetheart, you knw u r one fo da best things dat happened to me in IIT, though I mite nt hv said dat even fr once wn we were together, bt den der is a lot dat has remained unsaid between us(i knw Angelina Jolly is goin to kill me at dis bt cun't help), nez, cumin to da point, she played da role of 'bigaadoing' most of da bacchas of our batch from Deep to anjolly. She was da girl wd da most bindass attitude and all girly girly, n yeah.. beware if u r goin wd her smwhr cuz she takes ages to get ready, n yes i dnt rem. hw many MMS clips we've made of her..luv u meri jaan.. muahhh
Sonika: many ppl call her Arbitaa, including myself, but to tell u da truth der is a lot dat goes into her thnking before she utters those magical wrds which bounds everyone into laughter, the curviest, sexiest and innocent person of da species called devils(rare to find in such kind). her dance alz da bindaas n out of da wrld n who can frget her shakin head (vigorously) acts on rock or non-rock music fr dat matter, who cares was her motto, alz unruffled our very own
sonika.. miss u yar
n haan to those of u who dont knw Pavy n Sonika were my mom dad in hstl, wd each one taking my side alternatively on all crucial matters..
Deep: Though I had already written a lot about her in my yearbook, still I believe as much as you try to write about her, it'll alz b less, cuz she is one of her kind in IIT, not only cuz she is a die hard SRK fan but becoz her everything is at extreme be it her love for her close frnz or her hatred towards her enemies, but den such an attribute is rare to find, nez she cud easily be givn da award fr best commentator, xtremely shy yet brave stads fr her frnz wn required n dies fr her frnz, n yes she too is very pretty nd an xtremely good dancer, to which she wd never agree, but yes darling u do dance very well..
Pallo: 'pallo rani, kaho to abhi jaan de dun'- m sure her banda(no she doesn't hv one rt nw) wd readily sing dis song fr her, reason: da most genuine,
caring, helpful etc etc.. person, it mite seem like m writing a testimkonial fr her bt yes she is all dese n much more, i dnt understand hw cud she remain so
pue and gentle at heart even at dis crudest place like IIT bt yes she still has all those qualities intact, still i dnt understand hw, but yes she has..The alz shy in front of camera (we are talikn of da Mansi's camera) but her sense of humour is unparalled and her witty remarks unmatched, da alz responsible , da ever smiling Pallo is alz der fr u.. luv u too
Mansi: Hw can i frget her, though u mite nt see her in most of da batch videos coz she happens to b behind the camera all da time, videoing our natak n
uchalupantis wd patience, but u can alz recognize wd her ongoin commentary n remarks.. she has alz been focussed and a fighter bandi from the core. Her
comments wd even make guys lukin fr room to hide themselves. It is difficult to get through her cuz she keeps da space arnd her and her frnz protected but
yes one of da most fun bandi to be wd n i hv njoyed each moment of every class we had attended, every laughter we have shared, all the anxiety n all the nautanki, luv u yarn hope u get all dat u deserve..
arey haan to those who dnt knw Deep, Pallon Mansi make a deadly combo, so nx tm u catch dem together jst beware..
Ruchita: The Lucky devil, da silent spectator, mischievious yet lovely grin.. u can alz catch her makin her 'popat' but den she likes doin stuff so keep makin her popat n yes Ruchita wn i today saw ur video whr u were dancin on 'tu cheez badi hai mast mast -2' u were lukin really hot n sexy ;).. luv u yar..
Agelina Jolly: Number one at makin things worse from bad, also at makin things best frm gud, ppl she really puts in a lot of effort at whatever she takes to heart, very strong physically, n make sure u tease her on her banda, y? havn't u seen her blushing, wd cheeks goin all red, even tough i must say its been almost a year.. Luv u darling :)
So dats all, bahut chaat liya m signing off nw!!
bk to my soltitude :(((
bbye tc
So dis piece of writing occured to me wn i was watchin IIT videos, all of dem so beautiful n so real dat even da topnotch reality shows wd take a beating..nez, da tht of expressing my views rather feelings occured wn I was watching Deep's bday and I tht jst hw much each one of us played a role in celebrations, examinations, happiness and anger, hw we were each other's support system in times of conflict,of joy , of togetherness and as I watch dese videos da time keeps coming alive.. huh... so much to share, so much to write, but I dnt knw hw to..
Okay so lemme jst begin, wt role each one of you hv played:
I shall begin wd my very own roomie fr da past two years: Appy Bansal: If u watch closely ne bacth video in which she is present, u'll notice dat da video comes alive, she takes it to another level of mischieviousness, and not to forget her 'todu', 'rapchik', bollywood dance ishtyle. She was simply da darling of da batch. muahhh. luv u jaan..
Den to the second closest frn of mine: Ritu Sharma: well wt do i say abt dis philosophical, nonsensical soul, she used to be da 'dadi amma' of the batch, bt leave her alone and u'll see the most kiddish person of our batch,Ishani knws better having jheloed her fr 2 big yrs. Undoubtedly one of the most beautiful and sophisticated female of our batch... luv u fr all da times u were der and all the times u supported all of us.. luv u sweetheart.. muahhh
Ishani: the cutest chubbiest shweetu.. mirror mirror on da wall who has da softest hands of em all... well we used to say datwhosoever will hold her hand shall never b able to leave em, bt der is one more reason fr dat, first one being her hands of course, she is da most real and true to herself person dat i've come across, one of the few females who r fearless in IIT, nt to frget her moodiness fr which she was famous and infamous.. huff, written nf, all I nw want to say is dat I truly admire you and miss ur shoulder whch i cd rest on after a daysss hard wrk.. luv u Ishhh(she oves being called dat)
Pavy: wt do i write about you sweetheart, you knw u r one fo da best things dat happened to me in IIT, though I mite nt hv said dat even fr once wn we were together, bt den der is a lot dat has remained unsaid between us(i knw Angelina Jolly is goin to kill me at dis bt cun't help), nez, cumin to da point, she played da role of 'bigaadoing' most of da bacchas of our batch from Deep to anjolly. She was da girl wd da most bindass attitude and all girly girly, n yeah.. beware if u r goin wd her smwhr cuz she takes ages to get ready, n yes i dnt rem. hw many MMS clips we've made of her..luv u meri jaan.. muahhh
Sonika: many ppl call her Arbitaa, including myself, but to tell u da truth der is a lot dat goes into her thnking before she utters those magical wrds which bounds everyone into laughter, the curviest, sexiest and innocent person of da species called devils(rare to find in such kind). her dance alz da bindaas n out of da wrld n who can frget her shakin head (vigorously) acts on rock or non-rock music fr dat matter, who cares was her motto, alz unruffled our very own
sonika.. miss u yar
n haan to those of u who dont knw Pavy n Sonika were my mom dad in hstl, wd each one taking my side alternatively on all crucial matters..
Deep: Though I had already written a lot about her in my yearbook, still I believe as much as you try to write about her, it'll alz b less, cuz she is one of her kind in IIT, not only cuz she is a die hard SRK fan but becoz her everything is at extreme be it her love for her close frnz or her hatred towards her enemies, but den such an attribute is rare to find, nez she cud easily be givn da award fr best commentator, xtremely shy yet brave stads fr her frnz wn required n dies fr her frnz, n yes she too is very pretty nd an xtremely good dancer, to which she wd never agree, but yes darling u do dance very well..
Pallo: 'pallo rani, kaho to abhi jaan de dun'- m sure her banda(no she doesn't hv one rt nw) wd readily sing dis song fr her, reason: da most genuine,
caring, helpful etc etc.. person, it mite seem like m writing a testimkonial fr her bt yes she is all dese n much more, i dnt understand hw cud she remain so
pue and gentle at heart even at dis crudest place like IIT bt yes she still has all those qualities intact, still i dnt understand hw, but yes she has..The alz shy in front of camera (we are talikn of da Mansi's camera) but her sense of humour is unparalled and her witty remarks unmatched, da alz responsible , da ever smiling Pallo is alz der fr u.. luv u too
Mansi: Hw can i frget her, though u mite nt see her in most of da batch videos coz she happens to b behind the camera all da time, videoing our natak n
uchalupantis wd patience, but u can alz recognize wd her ongoin commentary n remarks.. she has alz been focussed and a fighter bandi from the core. Her
comments wd even make guys lukin fr room to hide themselves. It is difficult to get through her cuz she keeps da space arnd her and her frnz protected but
yes one of da most fun bandi to be wd n i hv njoyed each moment of every class we had attended, every laughter we have shared, all the anxiety n all the nautanki, luv u yarn hope u get all dat u deserve..
arey haan to those who dnt knw Deep, Pallon Mansi make a deadly combo, so nx tm u catch dem together jst beware..
Ruchita: The Lucky devil, da silent spectator, mischievious yet lovely grin.. u can alz catch her makin her 'popat' but den she likes doin stuff so keep makin her popat n yes Ruchita wn i today saw ur video whr u were dancin on 'tu cheez badi hai mast mast -2' u were lukin really hot n sexy ;).. luv u yar..
Agelina Jolly: Number one at makin things worse from bad, also at makin things best frm gud, ppl she really puts in a lot of effort at whatever she takes to heart, very strong physically, n make sure u tease her on her banda, y? havn't u seen her blushing, wd cheeks goin all red, even tough i must say its been almost a year.. Luv u darling :)
So dats all, bahut chaat liya m signing off nw!!
bk to my soltitude :(((
bbye tc
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